I guess I will be back soon

[Ladi]

I have shortened my name, Ladi is easier to write, plus I don't feel jubilant at the moment.

I will probably be back job searching soon. I don't really know
:cry: I lost my baby. At 10 1/2 weeks the ultrasound showed it's heart had stopped beating. I had complications that led to the ultrasound. Then I miscarried the night before the scheduled surgery to take it.
This is a terrible experience I would not want anyone to have to ever go through. I am recovering and will be okay.
I am sort of "hibernating" for a while, once I get myself together and we figure out what we want(me & hubby) I will probably be back full force.
Just wanted to let everyone know, since I had shared the pregnancy news with all of you.
take care- Ladi

[ShoreLeave]

Ladi
I am so sorry to hear of your awful loss.

[RichOffDuty]

Oh Ladi, I am so sorry to hear that...hang in there. *hugs*

[GalleyKat]

I am sooooo sorry for all of your family. That is tragic. I read it and went to my hotel room and just cried. Now putting out lots of prayer for you. You are in my thoughts.

[Flyangel]

Ladi:

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband... I'm truly sorry to hear of your loss.. Take time to heal.. And we'll see you soon...



Flyangel

[Betty Boop]

I am so sorry for your loss. Please take some much needed time for yourself and know that so many prayers are given on behalf of you & your husband.

[DocSullivan]

Ladi, I am so sorry to hear your news. It must be a shattering experience to have to go through. Do take some time for yourself to work through your grief and get yourself emotionally "re-situated."

You've made a lot of friends here in this on-line community. We're all here for you.

Best wishes to you and your husband and your other children. Stay in touch with us. You are in our prayers.

[MattK]

Hello Ladi,

I am very sad for you and your husband and pray that you will find much comfort from God during these times.

Take the respite that you certainly need and know that your online friends are here to encourage you along the way.

Blessings,
Matt

[Ladi]

WOW, I am overwhelmed at all of the support from everyone.
All the kindness you have shown means a great deal.
I pray that God shine His face upon all of you and bless you greatly.
Thanks again to everyone.
"ya'll" are something else!!
Ladi

[Jerseygirl]

Hi, Ladi. I remembered your thread from the last board and I was so sorry to hear of your update!!

I wish you all the best with corporate flying. It may not be too late to take that FACTS training.....after all, but wait and see how you feel. Flying can be a great distraction. Best wishes.

[Lovin2fly]

Dear Ladi,

I'm am so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Lovin2fly

[Seashell13]

Dear Ladi,

I'm sorry to hear of your news. I had the same experience about 1 1/2 ago. I know how hard it can be. If you need to talk feel free to pm me.

Take care of yourself,
Seashell

[Ladi]

I am feeling much better. My emotions are still mixed, but better. Physically, I am back to normal and back trying to diet, AGAIN, along with exercising.
I really appreciate everyone on this board. Thank you.
I did receive an information packet from aircare/FACTS. The NBAA cannot give the scholarship to anyone else,(against rules) so it is still mine. It is good for a year, so that is a good thing. I have lots of time!
Seashell, I am truly sorry for your loss also. It is a horrible thing to have to go through, That feeling of emptiness is what is so hard, even though I wasn't that far along, it was still my child and now it is gone.

I did receive an email from a charter a few weeks ago, but it was a bad time then, I did not respond until recently. Have not heard back from them. They only fly turboprops, which that is okay with me, something to get me back in the air, plus trips couldn't be too far away, unless ya keep stopping for fuel. Maybe someone knows about them, anyone ever heard of Players Air? Thanks-
Ladi

[islandtraveler]

Ladi and Seashell,

Thank you for sharing with us about your distressing loss. I've said a prayer for the both of you and your families. The pain of your loss will always be with you and only time will lessen the pain and heal your hearts. I'm sending a big hug to embrace you during your emotional lows.

~Islandtraveler

[AshleyR74]

Ladi,

You're in my prayers~!

-Ashley*